booya

I'm an hour away from demo-ing my spunky mobile app (yeah I'm aware I sound dorky) and then releasing a beta version to our client. While I wait, all I'm doing is fidgeting with my hair. At work that doesn't go too well. So I'm putting my fingers to better use by posting the state of my sorry ass nerves.

Given that this is the first time I'm developing an app of any kind, I have my fears:

1. As soon as they turn the device on, a clown with a water gun jumps out and gives them a good drenching.
2. The device catches fire and screams help.

And most important----
3. They don't like the colors I used for my oh so lovely gui.


All along I've lived with people who are really really good programmers. It's always been some kind of a bore to be categorized as one of them people. Aside from that, in the back of my mind I used to think that I'm not going to measure up. In other words, that actually translates into my lazy bum syndrome. I know, duhhh. And them geeks are impressed with what I've done. Whoaaaa. Muchos gracias. I'm happy with what I've done but not impressed. I think it's cool but it can be soooo much better. Yuck! I'm already getting sucked into it.

It took 3 weeks of really hard work related partying, some soul searching(why? where am I? who am I? what?), couple of drinks, an upset stomach and 1 or 2 sleepless nights ---

Pat to self on the back.

Now sing with me ...

"Bugs bugs go away.........
Come back and bite me some other day"